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Copyright © 2006 Lorraine Mason
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This edition published in 2014 by E3 Publishing House Ltd
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Medically Edited/Verified by Dr. Carmel Casserley M.B., B.Ch, FF Hom
Illustrated by Brian Mason

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ISBN: 978-0-9551868-1-3

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All suggestions of help and advice in this book were founded on the suffering and recovery of countless panic attack sufferers, including the author. The author has been an adviser and mentor to panic attack sufferers for over 35 years. Throughout this book, every piece of medical information was verified by the highly respected Dr. Carmel Casserley M.B., B.Ch, FF Hom.

Despite the vast experience and credibility stated it must be noted that, as symptoms of stress can vary enormously from person to person, before commencing this or any other stress related self-help book, programme or practice, you are strongly advised to seek medical advice regarding the particular book, programme or practice from a qualified medical doctor.

Also, regarding the experience and credibility pertaining to this book, it must be noted that, a) as it is impossible to predict the countless circumstances in which the information within may be used and b) as the interpretation of information by one person can be quite different to that of another, not the author, publishers, medical doctor or anyone involved with this book shall be liable to any person or entity with respect of any use, misuse, interpretation or misinterpretation of the information or alleged damage caused by the information contained in or omitted from this book.

Brian, my husband: Although I met you years after I had suffered and recovered from panic attacks and although, when we met, I was a single parent with two young children, you have steadfastly stood by my side throughout – also, thank you for drawing the illustrations in this book.

Mandy, my daughter: For your loyalty, encouragement, selflessness and, of course, your love – for never complaining when others needed me – and for putting the plight of others before yourself; even during the times when, in hindsight, you desperately needed me.

Warren, my son: For never once turning your head from me when I suffered panic attacks but throughout giving me lots of hugs, kisses, love and most importantly hope; for without that hope I would have possibly been lost.

Dr. Carmel Casserley M.B., B.Ch, FF Hom. my medical adviser: For just ‘being there’ – for teaching, guiding, reassuring and encouraging me – for being my mentor, inspiration and example of true goodness – for showing us all the spirit of a true doctor – and for taking the time to verify all the medical information in this book.

Avril Finch, my ex tutor: For your kindness and patience, for recognising my writing ability and disregarding my dyslexia. A truly inspiring teacher.

Anne Greenhalgh, my ‘Girl Friday:’ For all the humour, time and patience you have contributed to the making of this book.

All my previous brave-hearted clients, my true teachers: For turning to me when you were in need – for teaching me so much about the diversity of panic attacks – and for allowing me the privilege to now pass all that I have learned from you to others.

To you, dear reader: For choosing this book – for ‘staying with it’ when, at times, you will feel like giving up – and for all the positive contributions you will make to life, once you are totally free of panic attacks.

Lorraine Mason has been involved with panic attacks for almost 50 years… Initially, in 1966, at the age of 21, she developed panic attacks and suffered dreadfully with them for a number of years. A few years after she had recovered from panic attacks, Lorraine began to offer help to those who were suffering the condition as she had. After a few years of helping sufferers and studying the deeper elements of panic attacks, her own approach to recovery began to form. More years passed and, in time, as she continuously adapted and assessed her approach and techniques of help, she realised that, when applying her own personally devised ‘five-step’ approach, all sufferers were gaining tremendous benefit with most gaining total recovery. For almost 30 years, Lorraine has applied her gentle and totally safe ‘five-step’ programme to help countless panic attack sufferers gain total and permanent freedom from panic attacks. In addition, by 2005, due to the impossible task of helping every sufferer who sought her help, Lorraine had transferred her ‘five-step’ programme to book form; in which her vast knowledge and empathic manner is available for the benefit and freedom of every single panic attack sufferer.

All the medical information within this book was verified by Dr. Carmel Casserley MB., BCh, FF Hom.

In 1958 Dr Casserley qualified in medicine (MB., BCh) at University College Dublin. This was followed by a 32 year career in the National Health Service, Great Britain…

• 1980-1981: took a sabbatical within the NHS to study homeopathic medicine at the Royal London Homeopathic Hospital, qualifying in 1981, (MF Hom,) later followed by a fellowship (FF Hom).

• 1990: retired from the NHS to run a private practise in St Annes-on-Sea, Lancashire.

• 2002: retired from private practise yet continued to contribute to this book.

“Hi Lorraine, as you know, in 1991, out of nowhere, the terror of panic attacks suddenly struck me, and for eighteen long and torturous months, day and night, fear and terror became my life, if I could call it life, never knowing when the next one would strike. Then I found you. I could never repay the patience and love, care and compassion you gave me, only to write and tell you that now, five years on, and not having had a panic attack since, I am living a life that I once could only dream of and you were my dream-maker. From the depths of my soul, I thank you.”

“In all the years I have had M.E. and panic attacks and all the books I have read, this is the best, most helpful yet. Reading this book, I feel believed, sane and less afraid. Already, I feel stronger.”

“I have had panic attacks for 30yrs. I told my brother, he has not spoke to me since. Through your book I can now go in lifts which I would never do before.”

“Dear Lorraine, there are so many things that I would really like to say. It takes a very special person with an overwhelming desire to help her fellow man, who is able to use the in-depth knowledge gained from her own personal experience, to give courage, strength and to guide those in absolute fear and utter distress, through the winding, twisting paths of fear and the forest of hell, into pastures of understanding, fulfilment, peace and joy. You are such a person and you did all this for me. /…my letter could no way compare with the love, dedication and warmth from one human to another.”

“Seventeen years I have tried to cope. /…your book gives out a lot of help and understanding. Looking out into my garden I now feel there is hope for me. I feel so lucky to have your help come my way. /…only you understand the pain of it all. With love to you Lorraine. God Bless you and thank you.”

“I have suffered these attacks on and off for 10 yrs, more on than off. I had to give up my job in the - - - - - - Service after 25 yrs. /…when I first started to read it I really cried, I am not sure whether that was relief that I saw someone had gone through everything I had gone through. /…I am now up to Step 3, what to do and what not to do in panic attacks, yesterday I wanted to go to the Post Office in the local Co-op, and do a bit of shopping, this is when I run round before the panic comes, but it invariably does. I could not believe how I got round there without a full blown panic, I managed really well, and was very proud of myself, so thank you Lorraine, from the bottom of my heart.”

“I should explain first that it is my girlfriend who suffers from panic attacks which she has suffered from for the last seven years and I am reading your book on her advice so I can try to understand what she goes through on a day-to-day basis. It started pretty much how you said you started in your book. She had the same feelings as you and didn’t have a clue what it was or why it was happening. She was 17 at the time and had to give up college and was only able to go out the house with her Mum, and that was usually only involved going out in the car. /…my girlfriend is one of the most amazing people I have ever met and it is amazing that she manages to get out of bed in the morning. She has really struggled and has even had thoughts about ending it all… /…before there seemed to be no hope…. ./..thank you for your great book.”

“…a really wonderful book, wonderful, a real eye-opener on panic attacks. I never would have believed that something so simple could have caused my beloved wife so many years of such terrible suffering.”

“A fascinating new book that is set to help hundreds of people overcome this debilitating problem.” Angela Kelly – Bolton Evening News (2005)

“How to deal with a panic attack effectively is precisely explained, as is a stress busting routine and the concept of achieving mind rest. Yes, the last mile will probably feel like the longest but the help and guidance in this section is detailed enough to prepare you for a more healthy approach to life. It is clear Lorraine is dedicated to sharing her vast knowledge of panic attacks and how to deal with them. I was fortunate enough to be able to talk to Lorraine about her work and how passionately she feels about helping others. Her book is comprehensive in all respects, including the medical information which has been varied as accurate by Dr Carmel Casserley.”

Courage does not always roar…
it is often the quiet voice at the end of the
day saying…“I will not give up.”

Panic Attacks My Personal Experience

Hello! In 1966, at the age of 21, after a combination of getting married, moving house twice, becoming pregnant, realising my new husband was having an affair and having my first baby, all within thirteen months, I had my first experience with panic attacks. I was shopping at the time in my local market when suddenly, and for seemingly no reason, I felt dizzy, my heart started to race, a tremendous wave of fear swept through me, the building itself seemed to close in on me and a need to escape from all the people, noise, hustle and bustle overwhelmed me to the degree where I quickly made my way out of the building.

Once I was outside, the ‘funny turn’ began to ease but as the experience had happened unexpectedly and seemingly without cause, it left me feeling so unnerved that I immediately caught the bus back home. When home, although relieved to be there, I still felt very unnerved at not knowing what on earth had happened. Nevertheless, as the hours and days passed without a further recurrence, I began to suspect the whole thing had been a lot of fuss about nothing.

About 10 days after the ‘funny turn,’ whilst sitting in church, and again for seemingly no reason, my heart began to race, my body trembled, I felt faint, claustrophobic, frightened and in need of escape. The very thought of fainting in front of the congregation added to my concerns, so I quickly made my escape outside. Yet, that time, because a ‘funny turn’ had then happened twice, I began to suspect that I was not imagining things but something ‘very real’ must be wrong with me.

Over the following few weeks, the ‘turns’ gradually intensified in both frequency and severity, to where they were no longer merely waves of fear but waves of actual terror. I only had to be in a crowd of people, on a bus, in a lift or queuing in a shop when suddenly, and seemingly for no reason, my heart would race and pound so much I honestly feared it would burst, my body would shake, my legs would buckle, my head would swirl, my mind was frenzied and as the certainty of imminent death screamed inside my head to where it overpowered me, every fibre and sinew throughout my whole body and mind literally forced me to run. And even though I developed the habit of always sitting or standing near a doorway or exit for a quick escape, the waves of terror increased daily to where, eventually, they were hitting me anywhere and everywhere.

By this time, my disastrous marriage had broken down and my parents had lovingly taken both my son and myself back home to live with them. But whilst I obviously felt very relieved at having help with my son and for being free from my marital situation, my fear over what was happening to me was taking over. As every time an ‘attack’ struck, all I felt able to do was frenziedly scream to my Mum, “Oh God, it’s here again. I’m going mad, I know I’m going mad, I can’t stand this anymore. Please help me.” Which, understandably, convinced me even further that either something dire was physically happening to me or insanity was imminent.

As the weeks passed, driven by their concern, my parents would try to encourage me to go with them in the family car. But time and time again, as I prepared to go out and indeed whilst out, the same fears flooded my mind, “What if I have an attack whilst outside? Where can I run? Who can I run to? Who will come to my aid? What if I have a heart attack, where will the nearest hospital be?” Consequently by the time we had travelled 200 yards away from home, the fear would have risen-up inside me to such an overwhelming level that, in absolute desperation, I would literally beg to be taken back home.

Up to that point, rightly or wrongly, every single day I had gritted my teeth, gathered my courage and literally forced myself out the door to walk the 30 yards to the local corner shop, genuinely believing that by forcing myself through this tortuous ritual I was somehow hanging on to my sanity. And although, on a few occasions, I did manage to reach the shop and fumble out a few words, ever more frequently fear would rise within me to such an overwhelming level that I was forced to run back home empty-handed and in a state of absolute frenzy. So as the weeks passed, as the journey to the corner shop became ever more torturous and as it all became too much for me, in the desperate attempt to save myself further suffering, I stopped forcing myself outdoors but rather, I stayed indoors, at home, where I felt some degree of sanctuary.

Things were becoming dire and as the months passed, due to our then family doctor being ‘of the old school’ and out of touch with mind issues, mixed with my own lack of understanding of what was happening to me, fear, exhaustion, pain and terror became entrenched into every aspect of my life. And although, on the outside, I still looked normal, on the inside I was physically, mentally and emotionally falling apart…

Physically: I was totally exhausted, my whole body throbbed with a grinding-like pulsation, aches and pains shot through my body from one limb to another, my throat felt so tight I genuinely thought I was slowly choking to death, random yet acute knife-like stabbing pains, in the area around my heart, were so severe they took my breath away, my heart was continuously banging, palpitating, jumping, missing beats then thudding and the constant aching pains in the middle of my chest were so strong, I truly feared I had developed a serious heart condition. Indeed the pains in my chest were so strong that, in the hope of finding reassurance, I constantly sat with a finger over my pulse but, needless to say, reassurance never came.

Mentally: My mind was driven to exhaustion/breakdown, for I was then living in the thick, black, foggy places of the mind that brought terror to my very core. Whilst I could physically see and hear my family and the world around me, I was seemingly lost, out of reach, trapped inside my head, as if I was looking out at everything through a glass or plastic shield or as if I was living in another dimension to them. Weird and very frightening thoughts engulfed me, with subject matter laughable to other people but which, to me, seemed very real, plausible, frighteningly imminent and of such intensity that I simply could not understand how everyone was just going about their normal daily life when, as far as I believed, horrors of all kinds were about to happen.

Eventually, as horrific thoughts of doom, gloom, madness and death consumed my mind, all rational thought was lost to me. I couldn’t watch television, listen to the radio, read a newspaper or talk to friends for fear I might see, hear or read bad news or come upon descriptions of horrific illnesses with symptoms similar to mine. And when I did inadvertently come upon negativity of some kind, my mind would then tightly grip onto it, turn it upside down, inside out, twist and distort it until another terror was found; serving only to drag me down ever further into my seeming madness. I couldn’t bathe or go to the toilet alone for fear of having a heart attack, brain haemorrhage or any sort of attack whilst not being in the position to run. I couldn’t look out the window without feeling like a caged animal screaming for freedom. I absolutely dreaded going to bed alone as when lying there hour after torturous hour, sleep didn’t come easily. And when I did sleep my dreams were sometimes filled with the most frightening nightmares and even when my sleep was not filled with horrors, I would still wake some nights totally exhausted and completely engulfed in a full blown wave of terror, forcing me to frenziedly jump out of bed and run around the bedroom crying hysterically, “Someone please help me.”

Emotionally: I remember one morning just as if it were yesterday, standing in my Mum’s kitchen, feeling so very frightened of what might lie ahead yet being totally helpless to do anything about it and thinking, “So this is what it feels like to be insane, this must be insanity because nothing else could be so weird and frightening. I wonder if they’ll take me away? Oh God, what’s going to happen to me? What’s going to happen to my little boy?”

One year turned into two of my suffering ‘fear attacks’ (not realising they were something called panic attacks) and whilst I believed there was nothing else I could do, nowhere else I could go, no one else I could turn to for help, and with all my hopes, dreams and health fading fast, I reached the point of thinking about death: – “I just can’t do this anymore! – It would be so easy to just take an overdose and put an end to all this suffering. – But how can I abandon my beautiful son, what would happen to him if I were not around to protect him? – Yet what use am I to him like this, after all, if I were dead a relative would surely adopt him and give him a wonderful life. – But I’m his mum; he needs me! – Maybe, but I just can’t go through this torture anymore.”

‘The darkest hour is just before dawn,’ so the proverb says. And one evening (about 1968/9) due to my Dad being late home from work, I happened to see his local evening newspaper still laying on the desk, and despite my fear and dread of hearing or seeing bad news, by sheer absentmindedness (or as I believe, by the guiding hand of my guardian angel) without realising what I was doing, I just glanced through it. And there it was, an article on the book ‘Self Help For Your Nerves,’ by Dr. Clair Weeks. I couldn’t believe it, and as my eyes flashed over the article, I absolutely knew that, with help from my Mum, I just had to get the book and somehow read it.

By this time, I had been suffering the ‘attacks’ and their symptoms for well over two years but because no one had known what was happening to me and with me being convinced that I was surely heading for madness, to then read, ‘Self Help For Your Nerves,’ was as though someone had lit the brightest of lights, on that, my darkest of nights. And although I found it totally impossible to put Dr. Weeks suggestion of floating into practice (which made me fear I was worse than everyone else) and although I was still left suffering panic attacks, and although many of my questions were left unanswered and even though, over the following two years, I still needed to find my own way out of the condition, I nevertheless found the book to be of the greatest value. Indeed, with my hand on my heart, I know that the information within the book actually saved my life. It did so by a) giving me hope, b) showing me that I was not going insane but was suffering with something called panic attacks and c) assuring me that peace was out there somewhere; all I had to do was somehow find it.

I will not elaborate on the many pitfalls, trauma and ongoing fear that I endured over the following two years whilst trying to find my way out of panic attacks. I will promise you though, by following this 5 step programme, your recovery will be a much smoother journey than mine.

At this point, I would like to openly convey my deepest gratitude to Dr. Weeks by saying, “During my darkest days you gave me hope, please accept my most heartfelt, Thank You.”

I suffered panic attacks, including their painful, confusing symptoms, from 1966 to 1970. However, a few years later, once I was feeling ‘normal’ again, about 1975, and was back to ‘life;’ working full-time, looking after my young children and renovating the old house that we were all living in. I began to feel the need to completely change the direction of my life. So in 1981, whilst not really knowing what else to do, I attended a local college in the hope of training to become a Social Worker but in my heart it just didn’t feel right for me. Following that I attended a counselling training course but again, for some reason, it just didn’t feel right for me. Then it hit me. I would try to help panic attack sufferers. So not really knowing how else to go about it, I just spread the word as much as I could through my family, friends and neighbours.

Sure enough, albeit very slowly, sufferers began to contact me and when they did, I would initially explain that I was not a doctor, nurse or health professional of any kind but rather, I was just a person who had suffered panic attacks and found my own way out of them. After that, we would talk, share our experiences, compare my old symptoms to theirs and I would offer relevant know-how from my own recovery and from the budding recovery of the sufferers I was then working with. And sometimes, with me then only being a novice at helping panic attack sufferers, I would recommend they obtain, ‘Self Help For Your Nerves.’

Years then passed, over which time the need to help all panic attack sufferers became my life. And sure enough, as I very slowly gained more insight into panic attacks, as I studied the deeper and more complex elements of the condition from the volumes of medical books I was then reading and as I applied my increasing knowledge to the ever growing number of sufferers who were, by then, seeking my help, my confidence grew and my ability to help (without Dr Weeks book) became apparent.

More years passed and by about 1992 a plan of recovery began to grow ever stronger in my mind and by 1995 I had actually devised my ‘five-step’ programme out of panic attacks. And amazingly, despite the severity of every sufferer’s panic attacks and their related stress symptoms, despite the individuality of every sufferer and the length of time they had suffered and despite whatever treatment or therapy they had previously received or endured, every panic attack sufferer who genuinely followed my programme through to completion gained tremendous benefit, with most making a full and permanent recovery.

By 2005, then aged 60, due to the impossible task of working with every sufferer who needed my help, I had put my ‘five-step’ programme into book form entitled, ‘Panic Attacks – Five Steps to Freedom.’

And so, here we are today. After all my experience with panic attacks: – suffering them to where they nearly destroyed me – recovering from them without hospitalisation, drugs, psychiatry or the notorious electric shock treatment – spending years helping, supporting and learning from all my courageous panic attack sufferers – studying volumes of technical, medical information then transferring it into layman’s language – devising a ‘five step’ programme then using it for many years to help panic attack sufferers – converting my ‘five step’ programme into book form – and now, based on all the letters/emails I receive, seeing most people make a full recovery.

My many years involvement with panic attacks has taught me much which I consider a true honour and privilege to now pass on to you

Throughout the time I suffered panic attacks, despite my being adopted, despite my Mum then being in her sixties, frail, disabled and suffering both chronic bronchitis and emphysema, despite her looking after my son, me, my Dad and herself and despite her having no idea of what was happening to me, she tirelessly stood by me, never complaining, never criticising, yet always offering me her unconditional love, help and support in whatever way she could. My Mum died in 1972, even so, I would like to say to her…

Mum, your acts of love and selflessness
are now being carried throughout eternity.
Thank You! – God bless!

When you walk to the edge
of all the light you have and take that
first step into the darkness of the unknown,
know that one of three things will happen…
there will be something soft for you to fall upon
there will be solid ground for you to stand on
or you will be taught how to fly.

Step One

Be comforted… come in from the cold, sit down, warm yourself and let us see where you are up to.
For now you are with someone who does know how you are feeling and how to help you

Please read first

General symptoms of stress: a concise list

Anxiety Attacks - Panic Attacks - Phobic Attacks

Your likely path into panic attacks

Befrienders

Re-cap: To take your first step to freedom

Please Read First

If you are suffering severely with panic attacks you could now be so distracted by your aches, pains, fears and terror that the task of reading any book will seem impossible to you. Added to that, you may suspect that even if you do make the monumental effort to read just a few lines of text, you would still need to read it many times before being able to understand it. That said, let me immediately assure you…

Your concerns are perfectly normal and felt by most sufferers. The text throughout this book is very easy to read and the format is easy to follow. The repetition of key points are all in place and no information will frighten you. In fact, once you begin to read, you will probably understand and retain far more than you thought possible. Nevertheless, irrespective of the speed at which you are able to read this book, let it work around you; read it in your own time, at your own pace, don’t rush yourself and don’t allow others to rush you. There are no prizes for being first. The one and only prize is your full and permanent freedom from not only panic attacks but also the fear of them ever returning. And so, to begin…

7 Key facts

The condition of panic attacks, when at its worst, is recognized as being one of the most debilitating, distressing and terrifying conditions known. Yet suffering panic attacks, even at their worst, is not a sign of insanity, long-term illness, imminent death or of being a soft, silly, weak person. Suffering panic attacks is, however, the result of experiencing stress, nothing more! And even when the condition of panic attacks is suffered to the point of nervous breakdown, it is still a condition from which every sufferer can completely recover and not require ongoing management or medication. That being so, please realise, panic attacks are far removed and must not be confused with conditions such as schizophrenia, mania, manic depression, clinical depression, delusion, paranoia or any psychotic illness which, even when stabilised, will require ongoing management and most probably medication.

As you will see later in this programme, your body and mind are built to experience frenzied panic. And whilst you might think that no body or mind could ever withstand such strong sensations of terror as those you are experiencing, I assure you, such symptoms are truly commonplace.

As you saw previously, I have been involved with panic attacks for 40+ years, yet despite all those years and despite the millions of people who suffer panic attacks, I don’t know one person who has gone insane or died during a panic attack. In fact, as far as I know, a person going insane during a panic attack is unheard of. And a person dying during a panic attack, unless also suffering with an underlying serious life-threatening medical condition, such as chronic heart disease, emphysema or similar, is also completely unheard of.

So to whatever degree you are suffering panic attacks, you will not go insane during one. If you are not suffering with a serious life-threatening medical illness you will not die during one. And even if you are suffering panic attacks and a life-threatening medical condition, the possibility of you dying during a panic attack is really quite remote.

Many panic attack sufferers go to extreme lengths trying to keep their ‘attacks’ a secret, as a consequence, no one really knows the true number of people who suffer them. The ‘National Phobic Society’ and ‘No Panic’ say that 1 in 3 of us will suffer a panic attack at some point in our live and of those that do, 1 in 20 will suffer severely with them. However, realising that the term panic attacks is often used (and misused) for not only true panic attacks but also for many other panic related conditions. The figures that I am inclined to use are… throughout the western world, 1 in 3 people will, at sometime in their life, suffer with a panic related disorder, 1 in 7 will suffer actual panic attacks and of those who do, 1 in 20 will suffer them to the point of debilitation. That’s a lot of people!

Although we will discuss this whole subject later in the programme, by which time you will know how to deal with your panic attacks. At this point just realise what an incredible person you are…

You are now suffering panic attacks and perhaps also chronic anxiety, extreme symptoms of stress, utter weariness and debilitation. You might now be feeling weak, a burden, a nervous wreck, at the end of your tether and no use to anyone. You might now be trying to fight your panic attacks by drinking, drugs, staying in your bed all day, medication, sex, aggression or by whatever means gets you through each day. So weakness does not come into it in any way, shape or form. How can it when, courageously, you are now choosing not to give-in to one of life’s most terrifying and torturous battles but rather, you are choosing to fight your way through it the very best you can, in the only way you know how?

Furthermore, as you have possibly been fighting panic attacks for some time. You have already shown yourself to be an incredible person gifted with an awe-inspiring strength of spirit and a degree of grit, courage and heart that belongs only to those who possess the strongest spirit of all; making you a tremendous human being and the epitome of mankind at its very best. Whether or not you have used those gifts to their best potential is a different matter, but we will discuss that later.

To calm actual terror you need to be extremely precise in your actions. This book will explain those actions; what they are, how they work, when to put them into practise and how to put them into practise. Having said that, this is the beginning of your recovery and, like many people, your approach to recovery might well be filled with the impatience to finish. Therefore, at this point, I must explain: My work is to help you make a full and permanent recovery from panic attacks; that means, to be free of not only panic attacks but also free of the fear of them ever returning. So during this book you will not find a ‘quick fix’ out of panic attacks, you will, however, be guided through each step very slowly indeed.

When recovering from panic attacks, via this programme, you will go through five stages, these are your ‘Five Steps to Freedom.’ The following will give you a brief indication of what to expect…

This step will invite you to come in from the cold: – it offers a few initial words of reassurance and comfort to all sufferers; whether they are suffering mildly or severely – it lists over 100 natural and normal physical, mental and emotional symptoms that any stress sufferer can expect to experience – it explains the similarities and differences between anxiety attacks, panic attacks and phobic attacks – it covers your own likely descent into panic attacks – it explains that despite your wish to keep your panic attacks a secret, a trouble shared is often a trouble halved – it gives advice to all befriender’s on how they can initially help you – and it gives a brief re-cap covering your first step to freedom.

This step will prepare the ground for your recovery and whilst its benefits might not be immediately apparent, it is crucial towards you making a full and permanent recovery.

This step is the foundation of recovery: – it takes you to a point of understanding the fundamental elements of what is happening to you, for it was your misunderstanding of those elements that caused you to suffer panic attacks in the first place – it explains why all humans experience arousal to the point of panic – it shows how arousal is made within the body – it describes arousal in action to the point of frenzied panic – it shows, in detail, the physical, emotional and mental effects of prolonged arousal – and it gives a brief re-cap covering your second step to freedom.

This step will lay the foundation of your recovery, it is the strength, the element that everything else rests on and without its understanding any ‘so-called’ recovery will certainly crumble sooner or later.

Your ‘plan of action’ begins on this step: – it explains exactly what you are doing wrong when a panic attack strikes; thereby fuelling it – it explains precisely what you need to do when a panic attack strikes; thereby calming it – it offers an extremely effective stress-buster-routine – it shows, to those suffering nervous exhaustion or breakdown, how to gain ‘mind rest’ – and it gives a brief re-cap covering your third step to freedom.

Whilst, for some people, recovery from panic attacks can be very quick, for most people it takes a little while, so whilst you are working on your recovery, this step will certainly help you: – it asks you to repeat what you learned in step three – it explains re-balancing and it forewarns you of the potential boulders of recovery from panic attacks – it explains how your recovery is likely to be similar to a roller-coaster ride of good-days/ bad-days and it offers tried and tested ways of getting through those days – it offers an insight into the golden moments of recovery – it covers your possible feelings of guilt/shame for suffering a ‘mind’ problem and it explains why such feelings do not belong to you – it explains why the current trends in treatment so often fail panic attack sufferers – for those who need it, it offers help with medication withdrawal; as suggested by the British Medical Association and also the Royal Pharmaceutical Society of Great Britain – and it gives a re-cap covering your fourth step to freedom.

This step will build both your confidence and ability. And whilst you might find it hard work, you will also find it tremendously empowering.

In this step you will claim your life back from panic attacks: – it invites you to search out those places and situations where, up to now, you have avoided due to panic attacks – it asks you to evaluate and adapt your stress-buster routine – it reminds you to give yourself time to heal – it explains how freedom from panic attacks can be the beginning, the starting place, the open door to ‘life’ and the opportunity to become the person you were really born to be; for your freedom will only be freedom if you embrace it, otherwise you are still holding yourself in bondage – and it gives a brief re-cap covering your fifth step to freedom.

This step will add the final touches to your recovery, for then you will be standing on very solid and well-protected ground.

So you see. The information within this book is not just on general stress or even on panic attacks but rather, it is a programme out of panic attacks. And like all other programmes, if you try to short cut it (by just flicking through the pages or beginning at the back of the book and reading the last chapter, then making your conclusions from that) you will jump to the totally wrong conclusion and overlook the one piece of information that is absolutely necessary for your personal recovery and you will certainly break the sequence of recovery, in which case, recovery will be lost.

If you are well-read on medical matters but have reached the point of believing there is nothing left for you to learn on the subject of panic attacks then I ask you to consider the following two points…

To suffer panic attacks, particularly if severely, feels similar to being lost inside a maze: – claustrophobic tunnels of fear – impenetrable walls of terror – potholes of pain – long dark days of despair – odd shafts of light highlighting rare moments of hope, only for the light to swiftly disappear, leaving you scrambling in the dark more frightened than ever – and exit signs that read ‘all symptoms of stress this way’ but following them only entices you deeper into panic attacks and leaves you even more lost, confused and desolate than ever.

Every element of life must be viewed from the correct perspective otherwise the perception of it will become distorted. So when you initially experienced your first ‘attacks,’ due to you not knowing where they had come from, why they had struck and how you could avoid them in the future, you developed fear towards them. Once fear got hold, it confused your mind, clouded your view and distorted your perception to where you then became too distracted by pain, too caught up in worry, too engulfed with symptoms, too distracted by fear, too overwhelmed with terror and too confused with the whole condition to work out how to free yourself.

So whilst no book can ever be ‘all things to all people’ I say to you, with absolute confidence that, based on my many years experience with panic attacks, as you gradually move through this programme, you will come to understand where you are within the maze of panic attacks, why you developed them, how you developed them, what you need to do to free yourself of them and how to do it correctly. In so doing, you will then no longer view panic attacks from the erroneous position of being lost within them but rather, from the elevated position of being above them, looking down on them. Then being in such an advantaged position you will clearly see the whole maze, recognise your own position within it and slowly walk out; freeing yourself from the maze of panic attacks forever.

As a stress sufferer, you need to know what symptoms to expect

To suffer panic attacks is often to suffer in secret but when a sufferer cannot or will not discuss their symptoms with another person then whose words of comfort and reassurance do they cling to, whose symptoms do they compare their own to and by whose yardstick do they measure the severity of their condition? For when a person suffers alone and their symptoms don’t fit neatly into how they think they should be, they can then mistakenly jump to the wrong conclusion.

The following section lists over 100 of the most common symptoms of stress that panic attack sufferers experience. Read it and be comforted!

General Symptoms Of Stress - A Concise List

Below you will find a list of behavioural, physical, mental and emotional symptoms caused directly by stress. Nothing in the list will frighten you, in fact, when you go through the list you will possibly, even probably say through your smiles and/or tears similar to, “How do you know I’m experiencing that, I’ve never dared tell anyone, not even my doctor or family, for fear they will think I’m going crazy?” Or “I feel so relieved at seeing my aches and pains wrote down, it actually validates that my suffering is real.” Or “I told them I’m not imagining or exaggerating how ill I feel. Just wait until I show them this list. Now they’ll have to believe me.” Or “You know, I think my aches and pains could be stress after all.” Or “So I’m not going mad. Oh thank God.” Or “I find great comfort in reading the list, not at seeing my own symptoms wrote down but at seeing all the symptoms I don’t have.”

The number of symptoms described as being stress related are as many as there are people who suffer stress. But when all the symptoms are grouped with others of a similar nature they number about 150.

The number of symptoms that any panic attack sufferer can expect to experience range from about 10 to 50 but, as with any generality, some people experience less than 10 whilst others experience more than 50, I give you the average because I know the intensity of your concerns.

The following list consists of about 100 of the most common symptoms that any panic attack sufferer can expect to experience. If you happen to relate to every symptom, don’t feel disheartened, don’t fear it’s going to take you forever to be free and please don’t think you must be worse than everyone else; your not. Some panic attack sufferers will relate to virtually every single symptom, to one degree or another, yet they may recover much easier and quicker than many who are only experiencing just one or two symptoms. So please realise, the number of symptoms you are experiencing is no measure at all as to how easily or quickly you will recover.

When reading the list below, if your symptoms are not listed, don’t immediately jump to the conclusion that your symptoms must therefore be a sign of a serious illness. I repeat, the only reason I have chosen to list the symptoms below is because they are, by far, the most common.

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General Symptoms Of Stress - A Concise List

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